Fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck

This is actually really hurting me... I almost cant stand to be around you, thats how much it hurts. And i know that you will never ever want to take our relationship further, and i dont honestly know if i want to, but i know i cant stay like this for too much longer. I also know that if i tell you, how i feel then what happened last time will happen again, and it would kill me. I need to tell you, just to take this weight off my chest, but i dont know if i can...